I find there is something awkward about having a repair man in one's house. A welcomed stranger, the outsider is allowed access to any portion of one's house while one sits back sheepishly striving to achieve balance between attentive presence and considerate absence. At first there is the natural feeling that one should supervise the work being completed to ensure quality and to offer oneself as a resource; an encyclopedia of the history and functionality of the home. However, this compulsion is quickly extinguished by the horror of allowing oneself to be seen as the over-bearing, slave driver type who poises with wringing hands in anticipation of the first false step. Vacillating between one's desire to be responsive and alert to the needs of the contractor while still allowing them the space to work independently can be nerve-racking; the dichotomy, maddening. I recently had the opportunity to entertain the inner-turmoil when the faucet in our guest bathroom required immediate replacement. I called Tim, our trusted plumber who we've used many times. Still, even with our history of good service and excellent relationship, I found myself grappling with my role in the matter. So what does one do when faced with a situation for which they have no answer? Bake cookies, of course!
Falling into the rhythm of a well-known recipe, it was easy to forget the man toiling on the other side of the wall. Grabbing a large bowl, I decided to bake shortbread cookies. I based my decision mostly on the fact that I've made them so often that I don't need to reference a recipe, but also because they are probably my favorite "anytime" treat. With so many ways to vary those simple buttery rounds, I find them endlessly appealing. Each batch is like a blank canvass waiting for me to dip a brush into my imagination and flourish with a spectrum of colorful flavors. This time, I committed myself to infusing the batch with Lavender flowers I had stashed in the cupboard. As I began to mince the tiny buds, the kitchen was filled with the sweet ambrosial aroma. The floral scent wafted through the house creating a cloud of serenity I never wanted to leave. Butter, flour, sugar; in no time at all the dough was forming under my hands. I kneaded in a steady cadence until a perfectly pliable ball lay before me. Before long, small doughy buttons were lined up on a parchment sheet; ready to go into the oven.
"Sir, I need to run to the hardware store for a part. I'll be back in twenty minutes,"
Oh, the plumber was still here. "Yeah, sure, great."
Excellent! I had completely lost myself in my cookie baking and forgot all about my silly inner struggles. Just a few minutes later, I had four golden rolls of the most sumptuous cookies I had ever tasted. Dusted in a flurry of powdered sugar, my tray looked like a winter wonderland worthy of a Rankin & Bass special. From my first lusty morsel, I was taken aback by the incredible aromatics. Redolent of the lavender buds, I breathed in the full-bodied flavor like a magic perfume. Rich and buttery, it melted on my tongue sending tingling waves of self-indulgence down my spine. Crumbling ever so slightly as I pulled back, I was interrupted by Tim; the plumber. My silent revelry had been intruded upon by stern reality. It was no matter, in a few short minutes Tim had been paid, thanked and sent on his way leaving me free to spend my afternoon relishing over the fruits of my labor.
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Ingredients:
1/2 cup butter, softened
2 cups all-purpose flour, sifted
1/2 cup sugar
1 tbsp vanilla extract
1 tsp lavender buds, minced to a powder
Powdered Sugar, sifted
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Direction:
Pre-heat oven to 350 degrees Fahrenheit. Combine flour, sugar, and lavender into a large bowl and mix until incorporated. Add butter and vanilla and knead until the mixture becomes a soft dough. Use your hands to make sure the dough is mixed thoroughly. The dough should be easily rolled into a ball leaving no trace ingredients in the bottom of the bowl. Roll dough into one-inch balls and place on a lined baking sheet. Bake for 8-12 minutes or until golden. Dust with powdered sugar and allow to cool completely. Makes approximately 36 cookies.